Monday, January 29, 2007

oh goodbye

yea.
hate it when i always seem to quit
run away from all my problems.

it sucks badly
but stil,
i rather feel lke a loser den drag dwn my whole band

THE ALL TIME FAVOURITE

thank guys for being so understanding,
really had fun and laughters with you all.

sorry for wasting your time.

CHEERIOS FOR THE BAND EH!!!
XD
really hope the new member cld hlp

GUD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST FOR THE COMPETITION!!!!

to you all who tagged:
thank guys, asking me to push on. but i'm sorry to disappoint u, i wished i'm not sucha loser. i wont give up guitar thou, i jus take my own tym own pace to learn it eh. =)

hearts, STEPH
12:46 AM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

can i?

QUIT?

please please please please.
=../

i'm tired,
been practicing guitar since last night n whole afternoon
zz.

i USED to love guitar,
not anymore.

now when i see people carrying guitar on the streets,
i jus freak out.
it make me think that i'm in a competion and i've yet to practice
and i totally cant enjoy myself.

i know its my fault for not practicing.
but,
i need to get my scl work done
go to hosp
MY OWN LIFE.
god damn it.

its just not at my pace,
imma super slow learner
when it comes to rhym
dy jus knock knock knock
ok,
go home practice,
*IT TAKES 1 PERSON (ah huh me) TO PULL DOWN THE WHOLE BAND, ITS A COMPETITION*
* YOU ALL KNOW WHER YOU STAND*
*YEA YEA HES DOIN THE CORRECT WAY*
I HATE BAND PRACTICE!!!!!
I HATE IT!!!! VERY VERY MUCH!!!!
I HATE GUITAR!!!!!!

I REGRET JOINING THIS COMPETITION!
SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK
i gave up my classical guitar.
CRIES!

YADA YADA YADA
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD DAMNIT

next tym i'll think twice when it comes to commitment
F***

hearts, STEPH
5:32 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

MY BOYFRIEND =)

arh huh.
as u totally can tel,
this post is dedicated to MY BOYFRIEND =D

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ps: hes wear the shirt i bought 4 his bday! XD XD XD

i know its LATE but stil

HAPPY 18th boy!!!!

>> the super paiseh pic

>> cutting cake!!

feels great to be the person right bside him to wish him a very happy 18th
(a pity that all surprises dint work out =/)
feels great to just have the 2 of us on the streets
feels great to see him smiling and smiling AND smiling away! XD
feels great to know that he appreciated what i did for him
feels great to be there when hes cutting his cake (getting splash wit cream)
feels great to eat mashmellowed bbq by him
feels great to eat duane's uncooked chicken wings n fish (LOL)

MAY ALL YR DREAMS N WISHES COME TRUE!!!!

20th was great!
went to eat
then to hosp
then to movie (blood diamond!! GO CATCH IT!!!!!!)
then to eat

=D
hope you enjoyed yr birthday!!!!

You can give the below a miss if your name is NOT
mr lum wen jun!

21st January 2007 marks a speical date,
a special date for him and me =)
all thanks to xiao lian for not cherishing their life.

sorry for dragging this thing for so long,
i'm so selfish for so long.
but not anymore!

it's just happen to cross my mind that
every beginning has an end,
thats why i've been selfish
and pathetic tears roll down on the 1st day itself.

i'm so afriad of losing,
losing to fate,
losing everything i have,
losing you.

i really hope this could last,
forever and ever and ever =)

lifes been great ever since u stepped in,
though we have our little "emo" situtation
but we sort it out and things get fine.
i really wish in the near future anything lidat could be avioded
and share with me your day, your thoughts, your hopes and dreams!

i love you .
so much so that i'm smiling to myself since 21st
LOL!

it feels great to have you by my side.
hope you feel the same way too!

lots of <3*

hearts, STEPH
10:44 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

UPDATE!!

cheerios! XD
am here to update.

i totally can tell you guys are missin my entry
WOOOOOOOOOO!!!

am havin lms now,
alan jus share so much of his "experience" with me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

anyway,
something great happen just now.
=D
this is the first tym i'm willing to take up a challenge?
1st tym i wnted sth lke tis so badly
i wld jus run away from it in de past

AND
something uber sweet happen yesterday night.
=)

wcom is OFFICALLY down!!!!
YAY YAY YAY!!!!!!
thou i screwed up the latest test 20%
ok, let not talk abt it.

IAC n BMGT proj.
and EVERYTHING I DONE (for proj i mean)

thank you,
so very very much.
just by being there,
acc me,
making me laugh,
making me feel blessed.

i will try my best to keep myself happy n cheery
just so sorry for making you so worried.
i wont do silly things again.

i <3>

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!!!

hearts, STEPH
3:52 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

so won't you kill me?

oh yes,

i'm so tired.
i've so many things undone,
so many test coming up,
guitar.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!

hearts, STEPH
10:44 PM